ive been through a lot this summer. its deffinetly not the amazinggg event everyone made it up to be. people changed and grew apart and the two people i thought would always be there for me grew together and dont seem to have time for me anymore. it hurts. &then the one person i thought would be my best friend for ever just because we get eachother doesnt even care. ive seen him 3 times this summer. &i finally let someone into my life as more than a friend i was happy no one was bugging me about it and i was in love for the first time. i actually knew it. but of course that ends in him cheating on me. ive realized i just need to stop. i cant trust people anymore and never should have even given him the chance. im going back to how i use to be. just being who i am without trusting anyone because ive learned the only person you can trust is yourself.
id rather feel nothing than feel everything.
Monday, August 23, 2010
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